//bu hui rang ni zhi dao//

nv go sch =p

2005-07-13T12:00:00.000-07:00

todae nv go sch.. so shuang.. haha.. intend to dun go tml de.. but haiz... realli tired.. cannot ta han le.. now abit regret nv go sch... coz todae shld go then tml no nid go ma.. tml got self study some more.. n todae dun ahve self study lo.. 130 can go liao... shit~

haiz.. long time nv update le... few daes ago was my bdae... thankz for my siao peh family... thankz for e presents... i lk it alot... n thank for xiao ping de ''home made'' chocolate cake.. haha... thankz everyone... i 16 liao eh.. haha.. can guang ming zhen da go watch nc 16 de liao... =p

so tired... nowadaes de trainin is in e morning... so hot... tanned le.. haiz.. aRh~ i dun wan... haha.. e trainin is tough... erm... do alot of things to train physical... in e morning some more... after training jiu no energy to go out liao... but noe alot of things to train stomach muscle lo... doing it at home.. haha.. I WA TO TRAIN MY STOMACH MUSCLE!!!

jie jie de bdae is tis sat... mm~ she went to genting thk todae cuming back le.. so long.. miss her sia.. when she at hm ..feel lk nth.. but when she gone to genting jiu miss her liao.. haha.. she at there kp smsing mi... trying to make mi jealous.. haha.. wah.. but i realli jealous eh.. i wan go leh..

o lvl is getting nearer n nearer le.. n i have do revision lo.. haiz.. i juz ti bu qi jing to study.. no mood to study... but i can cfm if there's no self study.. i sure can study myself... coz after self study... jiu tired le.. reach hm jiu 5 plus liao.. bath n eat everything jiu 7 le.. then jiu zz for 1 hr.. jiu watch tv... then jiu zz again.. everydae lk tat.. how to do self revision... I DUN WAN SELF STUDY!!!

i am feeling so confuse now... u came into my life but walk away.. but recently u came again when i nearly completely forgot u.. when i thk of u once again.. i realise u r juz passing by... how stupid of mi.. again n again...

u came to my life when i am sad... but i did e wrong things again.. i shld not...

[Q]i`ng#10+8.... confuse~

terrible man

2005-07-06T23:02:00.000-07:00

todae damn tired.. mayb coz yesterdae gu yi stay up till 12 ba.. coz 12 jiu is some one 's bdae liao ma... then jiu send him sms... wish him happy bdae...

morning wake up tot is holidae.. when my papa wake mi up i still sae no sch todae la.. then he realli tot no sch.. my mama jiu interupt sae got ar no.. wah.. if my mama nv interupt.. herr* herr* i jiu no nid go sch todae liao.. haiz..

todae ms ong nvm cum.. so happi no nid c her face... zzz all e wake for ss.. 2 period.. so shuang... haha.. e teacher veri nice de.. wun distubr u de.. haha... then after tat on e wae to hall.. wtf... let ms lee catch.. n sae e same old things...'' u quit prefect n tis is wad u do.. if u let mi catch again.. i will send u str home..'' wah i listen liao suddenly luv he alot sia.. haha.. coz she wan send mi home... wahaha.. i earli go home oso nvm... no one at home de... haha... how i wish for tat dae.. so i can go hm zzz... all e wae... haha..

dun wish to go sch tml... but mama ask mi go... sae a few more months only.. i wann zzz leh.. realli nv zz nicely for a long time liao... todae oso no time tk nap.. coz of chinese oral 4 plus then reacher home.. then do some revision.. so hardworking of mi.. haha =p

juz now go mit e jac.. let her put eroplane.. herr* dun tok to her liao.. haha...

sian.. tml still have sch again... i hate it.. i wan stay at hm zzz... ='[ i wan zzz i wan!!!

** my wish is to zzzz for 2 daes... **
happy bdae to u.. may ur wish cum true.. tk care...
i start my dreams again.. i can 100% cfm it's realli juz a dream.. ='[

[Q]ing#10+8....

idiot~

2005-07-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

todae wake up late... then jiu faster get prepare n chiong out.. haha... lucky nv miss the kong kong de bus.. my handphone is juz beside mi.. n when it ring.. I NV HEAR IT.... omg* i slpping with my parents in e same room but i slp on e floor la.. then when my alarm rang... i nv hear anithing.. my papa n mama all wake up n call mi but i oso nv hear... realli pig sia mi.. =p haha.. until my papa use his pillow throw at mi then i wake up.. haha.. then i hear e loud alarm.. it's realli loud.. thk i am realli tired ba...

wah.. shit man... todae principal sae self study programme resume... wth... resume.. means everydae except for wed muz stay till 430 liao lo.. ='[ i wanna slp in e afternoon de eh.. wah liew... herr* hate it hate it hate it.. i dun find ani use for e programme lo.. sae wun teach.. end up oso teach... bu shou xin yong... then sae start jiu todae start.. wth~ todae in class zzz 2 lessons... while i zzz.. **** sia... A NON GENTLEMAN BANG ON MY TABLE N SCARE MI LO... I'M IN MY ZZ OKIE!!!! WTH... SAI LA... realli hate tis kind of guys.. WAH I'M ZZ U NOE... ArH~ during e remedial.. let miss ong sae us.. wah.. bad dae sia...

after tat jiu go for self study.. sian... ss do ws.. alwaes same pattern de lo... then next surpose to be physic but physic teacher nv cum.. then e idiot ms ong replace... i do finish e ws liao.. then my fre ask mi to teach them.. i jiu tk out my notes lo.. then i explain to them... then ms ong jiu suddenly cum.. then sae wad huh? wad thing huh? whu's notes huh? now physics ar? ws do liao huh? wah.... then sae gif mi e notes... i wanna tear awae.. wah.. then jiu tk lo.. then onli aim mi.. n my frez nv sae anithing... bth~ NOT FAIR NOT FAIR... BU GONG PING BU GONG PING LA!!! then i lk show some attitude.. then ms ong jiu lk aim mi more lo.. then catch my ear ring again!!!! aiya.. dun noe wat's happening... haiz... spoil my dae.. after tat jiu go hm zz lo... zz till dun wish to wake up but my mama kp waking mi up... no choice.. muz wake up if not no time revise o lvl chinese o... IT'S TML!!!!! jing zhang...

shi jie jiu shi zhe yang bu gong ping ma?! wo hen zhe zhong shi jie.. wo hen!!! few more hours jiu shi raymond de bdae if i'm not wrong... shld i send him sms to wish him happi bdae? now then noe wad happen to us last time... he is juz using mi forget his ex... i shld have guess it.. my life wun be so gd n wun have such happiness de....

[Q]i`ng#10+8.... bu gong ping!!!

haha.. happi...

2005-07-04T00:23:00.000-07:00

wah.. so tired.. juz reached hm.. but i enjoyed todae.. =] juz now went out with my jie jie to town... tk photo..go thr eat... shop... i bought e earing tat i wan... bought alot of ear rings.. then we went to tk photo.. haha.. veri fun.. i anihow make funni face then my jie nv choose tat one.. so bad sia her.. e rest oso quite funnni lo.. coz all funni de she have to choose ma.. tk quite alot la.. go out with her no nid spend my own $$ de.. so gd sia.. muz find another dae go out with her.. haha... after tat go my jie's bf de ktv... sing songs lo... after tat jiu go eat.. then while singing my jie de fre came.. a guy.. veri shuai oso.. call ''rich'' coz he veri rich.. haha.. wah.. he sing veri nice eh.. better than some superstar.. haha.. my jie sing oso quite nice.. not lk how she sing at hm.. haha.. after tat jiu headed hm le.. we took cab then e shuai ge help us to open the cab door... n pay e cab fare... wah.. when we alight he sae ''bye bye.. wanan.. slp earli k ladies..'' wah.. although a few words onli.. but.. can show his MAN oso lo.. haha.. i dun realli have or seen such a shuai ge b4 .. haha...

hmm~ miss scv de horror show.. tat one damn nice de.. n scary .. e kind of horror show i wanna watch... coz is those vampire instead of ghost.. haha...=p miss e cancer de donation show too... nvm.. both got re play de.. haha=p enjoyed!!!

i realli enjoyed myself todae.. i have thought over it too... nvm.. let nature tk it's course... now i shld spend more time in my studies.. =]

[Q]i`ng#10+8...

shuai ge...=]

2005-07-03T15:43:00.000-07:00

yesterdae morning wake up bout e same time as my papa n mama.... then we go out together... they went to work then i went for my trainin lo.. actualli is at nite de trainin de... but change time coz yhcc got match at nite... then morning jurong sec using yhcc for trainin.. then actualli we gg to 108 de but wei te went to tok to e sir... then e sir veri nice lo.. he gif us use half court trainin.. then lk try to end his trainin earli abit.. damn caring n friendly... when he leaving.. we went up to him as a team a said thanks to him.. he sae ''erm... train hard k gals..'' then said thank to wei te too..but i dun noe y he muz sae thank to wei te.. y huh??? tot shld be wei te sae thank??? -blur-

training is not as tough as wad we thk la.. actualli is dun noe y stamina in e mornin is quite gd.. although got sun... starting do something lk 4 ze... then got shoot freethrow[1 plus 1] then trainin our controlling of ball [zhuan sheng] n 8 zi... n 3 vs 2... did quite alot of things... i find all quite usefull... esp e controlling of ball... we did 1 on 1 full court too.. this is as useful as e controlling of ball too.. erm.. i lk yesterdae de trainin...

heard from ah ma sae... thk all trainin in e morning liao.. then thk train at 108 liao.. ps ma.. every morning snatch 1/2 court frm jurong sec meh... i lk morning stamina but i lk to train at nite instead leh.. thk e rest of sat trainin will be at nite de lo...

after trainin.. they stayed at yhcc till nite time.. i go back home first.. then go down yhcc again at 615 lk tt.. wah.. suay.. when walking to bus stop.. i tripped onto a SMALL stones.. n my toes n nail bleed... e skin cam out i thk.. wah pain lo.. but nv cry.. herm... i'm not e last time e sharon le as i sae... then went yhcc wanna play bball de.. but no time.. e match gg to start liao.. then jiu faster go find a place watch e match lo.. yesterdae de match is tung san vs yuhua zone2 guys... LAO HENG GOT PLAY!!! OMG* he played not bad la.. better than i thk... jump every high.. but c him fall i so scare coz he lao le ..[to mi la] he do alot of staunts too ... quite action..=p haha... tung san win aniwae... after tat jiu follow by whye nam vs eng dun noe wad.. WAH.. BTH~ E WHYE NAM GOT SHUAI GE LO... E NO.9 IS SOOoooOOooOo SHUAI.. N CUTE... realli.. he play my eyes nv stop looking at him sia.. thk he call wei jian.. name oso so nice... fall down oso so cool... shoot ball veri zhun... lay up veri li hai... drink water oso veri cute.. his expressions.. wah damn shuai lo... shout oso veri man... smile so mi ren... thk ren yuan not bad.. wun solo oso... haha...

after watching ah ma they all stayed n eat.. then i go home first... thk is e end of yesterdae le ba..

when i c u... i m confuse... coz got u sure got her.. it hurts... everything change... i cant find anione whu i can yi lai... frez? no~

[Q]i`ng#10+8...... haiz...

omg* ='[

2005-07-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

todae go sch as normal lo.. actualli dun wanna go de.. but aiya c is last dae then jiu go lo.. veri earli jiu dismiss oso... dismissed at 1220 then wiat for wan hui to finish her art.. after tat jiu go hm lo.. erm~ reach hm bout 130.. late hor... sian.. then go bath.. cannot zzz. muz wait for my mama work cum back go visit my ah ma... my uncle called n said my ah ma fall down... so we went down todae lo.. haiz.. me ah ma r getting weaker... n thiner... so heart ache... my uncle ask mi help my ah ma tk photo... then i jiu use my jie de instant camera n tk lo.. then help my ah ma tk 3 pics.. haiz... she look so pale... arH~ juz lk last time my ah ma lk tat.. juz tat e illness is diff... ='[ when i help her tk.. she cry n sae..'' i noe tk photo coz wanna put infront of e lorry rite...'' wah i listen liao bth~ wanna cry but cannot my uncles all thr i ps... i feel so guilty.. i am e one whu help her tk e photo.. n is lk i make her cry... haiz.. then my ah ma last time actualli quite fat.. then juz now i fu her out frm her bed room... i hold her arms... it's sooOOOooo thin.. can feel e bone... fats no longer is fats.. it's juz a pi... wah... realli bth~ damn heart aching to c tat lo... haiz.. juz wanna spend more time with her...

after tat my uncle drive us hm n i juz go home tk shoe bag.. after tat mit wh they all at yhcc watch tong whye vs tian chuan... tian chuan win.. after tat jiu go somewhr else play bball... play till 10 jiu go hm le.. while playing suddenly th i veri bad.. my ah ma at thr suffering.. n i m laughing here... haiz.. so bad of mi.. while i'm alone on my way home... i cry on bus... thk some one saw it.. then i quickly stop.. n treat nth happen... coz tat time i smsing my jie ask her go visit ah ma.. then jiu thk of e scene again... wah... aRh~ haiz... nth can describe... realli... after tat reah hm bath le help my hamster change things lo.. bath for her....

thk it's e end of todae le ba...

god... pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls bless my ah ma as much as u can.. tis is all wad i wan... plsss~

[Q]`ing#10+8.....

basketball~

2005-06-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

todae in sch zzz.... coz got ss can zzz n chem teacher nv cum... aiyo.. new time table.. thurs the 6th period then recess... wah piang.. bth~ so late.. hungry till die ar.. haha... but nvm la.. i juz start my jian fei ji hua todae.. erm... not bad... quite cheng gong lo... =p

after sch skip physic remedial... n went str home to zz again.. haha... coz damn tired... then zz till 430 jiu prepare to go jp mit wan hui they all lo... intend to buy addidas bag de $45 as my bdae gift for myself.. but go jp there.... mm~ no more liao.. then lucky i kp shop around c got ani other bag not..THEN LET MI FOUND A PUMA DE BAD.. TO MI IS VERI NICE LO.. I WANNA BUY TML.. actualli wanna buy it todae but go draw $$$ e atm cannot... then late le jiu go yhcc play bball le lo... hope e bag tml still have it.. if not.. i sure go hit e atm liao.. =p haha...

todae de yhcc not many ppl.. ame mi wan hui n jac went thr to play... then played matches... erm.. we won 2 teams of boys.. n we did our best ourselves... wah.. so =] sia... stay in e court so long... play till quite man yi todae... after tat play bullet[freethrow] n 3 pts de.. haha... i so =]... i shot in 2 3pts ball.. n kill 2 lifes of wanhui's.. whu ask her look mi down... haha wanna stand behind mi.. =p.. atfer tat jiu headed home le.. eat crabs again... haha. wah~ soOOOooo nice... tml sch again.. i look forward for tml.. coz of e bag... haha =p..

start a new life of mi.. i'm trying my best.. n i did it quite chen gong till now... =p.. imu...

[Q]i`ng#10+8.....

first dae of sch.... =s

2005-06-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

todae is e first dae of sch... kinda sian.. but make up my mind wanna study hard liao... 10 more weeks to exam liao.. i c e urgency of it... todae lesson as normal lo.. haiz.. mama still ask mi todae got study ar? haha i told her.. ''u thk i sec 1 ar? first dae lesson haven resume..'' haha... todae is class b4 recess is damn awake.. but after recess eye lid getting heavier n heavier.. soon.. finalli fall asleep during eng lesson.. haha... completely doze off... reali bth at tat time.. hang in for few lessons le.. not bad liao wor.. haha..

brought sweets to sch.. tis is to kp mi awake.. haha.. but seems lk it doesnt work... then got homework todae liao.. erm... got do of coz.. haha... tml playing bball ba i thk.. n b4 tat i'm gg to buy those things tat i long for... as mi bdae presents for mi self ba.. haha... tml thk will be a boring dae.. but nvm.. evening can go play bball jiu lk got a aim liao..

haiz.. go sch i will grow till damn fat man... i kp eating lo.. reach home oso.. coz my sis change job n will go hm eat nearly everydae liao.. so thk mama finally will cook nearly everydae le ba.. all i do most is eat eat n still eat... todae reach hm jiu eat crab.. nice sia.. haha then eat le jiue zzz. c la.. die liao realli.. haha... mon is e worst.. got 2 recess... arh~

e self study programme haven resume.. n dun noe will resume not.. coz it doesnt seems to help.. n it is proven by our results =p haha.. hope it wun resume ba.. got remedial nvm.. e most till 3 onli ma.. haha.. juz hope it wun resume lo..

training resume frm tis sat.. n i read wei te's testi for zone 2.. he sae he wanna train us till we vomit n cramp in e court.. i'm realli afraid.. haha.. but still long for e training =] coz i miss e daes...

oh.. my big dae is getting closer n closer... so jing zhang coz tml gg to buy things tat i long for... aRh~ haha=p

i promise to myself.. i wun cry easily or coz of small little things le.. now de sharon is diff le... n i still stick to my promise.. which is.. ''i wun let u noe.. i wun... n nv'' [imu]

[Q]i`ng#10 +8....cong xing kai shi...

i hate tis....

2005-06-22T00:25:00.000-07:00

todae 650 wake up coz got physic remedial... then rainin... haiz.. mood not gd.. then after tat go kopitiam eat with man lin n wei wen... after tat man lin dun noe go whr.. i jiu go home alone lo... reach home intend to do alot of things... but you xin wu li... jiu nv do ... watch a veri nice show.. jiu prepare to go out liao...

after tat mit ame they all at je last cabin thr... go SBC watch xl vs xuelin de match... den go ther de coffee shop eat.. sumthing unhappy happen.. haiz... then i in a rush jiu go hm first lo... after tat man lin jiu cum walk with mi.. wan hui they all jiu wait for joyce... then mi n man lin on train liao... wan hui ask us alight n mit them in e next train (-________-!)... then jiu alight lo...

in train let jac la my shirt till .... dun wish to sae.. juz a bad thing... a bad dae actualli... during e match... e xl de no 6 nv perform as well as last match... her 3pts ball kp air ball... n got fall down... haiz.. so xiao zhi.. let her play behind... let e da zhi de zhuang... haiz... then her face veri sad lk tat..

thk tat's it for todae ba...

i hate tis feeling... i hate it!!!! i said i wanna let go.. but i juz cant do it.. when i c u... u make mi happi.. but soon... sad.... how i react doesnt mean how i feel.... i am hiding it... i am backing away.. although i noe it's realli 100% impossible.. but i still cant let go.. i'm so tootpid.. i'm juz an idiot... all along u dun even noe it... i wun let u noe... i wun.. i promise~ i nv feel so terrible b4... i have been helping u.. but u dun even sae a thank... u dun even care bout whether i'm ther or not.. there's no room for mi.. i feel tat u juz treat mi as a tool. u dun even ask bout mi.. n if u tok to mi... u will ask bout e person...it's hurt to noe more bout wad happen... but i cant escape frm it.. i cant sae it out n cant show it out anithing... i hate tis...

[Q]i`ng#10....... hurt~

my ou xiang

2005-06-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

todae went out in e afternoon... actualli wanna wear jeans.. but e material veri wad then my knee still pain n itchy... so jiu go find for lose lose de pants.. n found my mama de.. haah jiu wear lo.. then went to somerset mit xp go shop shop... then jiu found tat i wan alot of things... haha... i intend to tk frm my parents $80 -$100 as my bdae presentS.. so can buy all wad i wan.. wahahah... thk liao jiu =]

after go shopping jiu went to amk there watch xiao long match vs stackers.. stackers win.. erm but nvm.. well done xiao long.. wah.. xl de no 6 so small size yet shoot 3 pts ball veri zhun lo.. her defence oso.. pro sia... my ou xiang... haha... her 3 pts... her fang shou.. her kong qiu... wah... nth to sae.. wanna learn n improve my skills liao...

1st: improve my stamina...[ying yi dian]
2nd:improve my fang shou....
3rd: improve mi zi xin xing..
4th: muz gan gan lai...
5th:learn to control temper
to be added~

haiz.. todae ate alot again... N I NV PLAY N TOUCH BBALL SINCE MONDAE DE MATCH.. my hand start to get itchy le.. i wanna play bball.. but alwaes not time leh.. haiz...wanna sch reopen le.. but still no mood do.. till now haven toucc.. till cfm no enuff time finish le.. as lk wad i told ame.. i wanna be bad student liao.. =p n thk i will...

todae ah ma go pierce ear hole.. mm.. make mi wanna go pierce oso.. haha.. but let mi find whr to pierce first.. haha... tml staying at hm... pei family ba.. n be gd gal.. do SOME assignment...=p

thk it's time for our zone 2 to be a strict team le.. if not we realli wun be serious...=x

my wounds is gg to recover le =] i thk we r realli impossible.. n i am giving up u now... mayb i'm juz not ur type... n u wun fall for mi 4ever le... thk treat u as fre is better... i oso dun wanna break my clear record...

[Q]i`ng#10....

haiz...nv feel tis wae b4

2005-06-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

todae 2 plus then wake up.. coz yest 3 plus then zzz... veri tired.. haiz.. i made a wrong choice... walk a wrong step... which make mi damn sad n frustrated n angry todae.... i shld not have walk tis step haiz.. i now have to face e hou guo my self... it's realli terrible... tong ku lo.. no one will understand.. onli mi...i dun wan.. haiz.. i juz wan to stay at hm.. onli my house can gif mi an quan gan... but i wanna go out play bball n watch match too... haiz... whu ask mi... tis is e first time i cant control my tears... is such a special n bad feeling.. veri nan shou... first time hide inside toilet cry till bth~ realli out of control of my self at tat time... i nv have tis feeling b4.. n i dun wan to feel tis wae too.. I DUN WAN... I DUN WAN... GET AWAE QUICK....GO AWAE!!!

b coz of tis matter... i quarrel with wan hui... aiya.. i juz dun noe wad to do.. i'm realli lost now... realli hope sum one can lead mi out.. whihc is impossible.. i cant turn to ani one... no one.... standing alone.. facing everything... haiz.. e feeling is realli 100% terrible... omg* help~~~ HELP!!!!!!

aniwae.. todae ate alot... fat liao... haiz... my wounds recover le... can bath normalli le... thk can play bball liao... haiz.. but with tat matter.. i wun be playing well... y others oso living lk tat.. but y it muz be mi?! i realli burst off juz now... haiz.. realli...

[Q]i`ng#10... damn nan shou~ ='[

so suay n pain ='[

2005-06-16T00:20:00.000-07:00

juz came back home todae.. at bout 12 plus reached home.. damn tired but cannot slp.. wait for mama cum back then run into my room n zzzz... slp till 7 plus then wake up.. now so jing sheng.. hahaz...

yest went out in e afternoon... go east coast.. at there tk photo.. haha.. got man lin.. wan hui.. xueling.. crystal... jac.. ame.. n mi.. go east coast a while jiu rain le.. on e wae there so funni sia.. haha... after east coast jiu tk cab to pasir ris mrt .. coz ame wanna go her family chalet,, wah go out with them keep eating.. but all damn nice.. if got chance i sure go back white sand there eat de lo.. e kaya lo di..n the eggs.. wah.. aRh~ haha... ate alot.. after tat jiu go town walk walk.. haha... go play with lift.. but quite fun.. haha.. n siao.. e jac ar.. bth~ haha.. then go go c fishes n shark oso.. wah.. then let man lin pian.. haha... after tat jiu quite late le.. took 174 go batok change bus to fel house... on e bus bth jiu tk a nap.. turtle n mi r soo tired.. haha.. then jiu tk 66 to fel house.. haha.. fun sia.. then at her house wait for ame.. till bout 2 plus.. jac hungry till bth liao.. we jiu go out buy things eat.. haha.. so =] then jiu return to fel house.. play dai di.. n true or dare.. haha.. ame damn suay lo.. dare alwaes her.. then true alwaes mi.. haha... noe alot of things after playing that.. ke lian de ame.. she damn funni n cute lo.. haha bth~ realli.. then till but 6 plus everyone bth jiu peng liao.. i slp till 10 plus wake up.. 8 ppl squeeze a room.. but big enuuf n veri cold... nice to slp man fel house.. haha.. fel wake up at 7 go for her field trip n crystal went back for her camp i thk.. then fel's mama make a veri nice breakfast for us.. sooo gd sia.. eat le jiu go home liao..

when slpping at fel house.. leg damn pain.. cant reali get into slp.. slp while jiu wake up again.. haiz.. now pain till cant walk properly.. tml gg to celebrate man lin's bdae.. it's her bdae todae.. haha.. happi bdae~ thk tml go watch kai xuan match.. then go back yhcc ba..

mon when match against t-net.. some one trip mi at e back n make mi fall... damn pain.. wanna shout out but control.. scare ps.. my palm.. my elbow.. n my knee... all veri pain.. haiz... e person still sae i fall myself.. i got witness eh.. haiz.. nvm dou guo le... hai mi bath veri xin ku.. do wad oso xin ku.. knee n palm de bone blue black n pain... haiz.. cant slp nicely is e worst.. feel so frustrated... aRh~

realli veri pain.. sob sob...

[Q]i`ng #10.. dao chi yi you..

we won!!!!

2005-06-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

gd job guys... we won!! we won quan fong... haha... yeah!!! actualli at e start of e game.. we lose alot.. then i thk haiz... nvm la.. juz play finish it lo.. but after tat we jiu led liao.. haha.. then in e end we won by 11 pts i thk.. pro sia... haha... so happy... ame star wor.. 19pts... 3 3 pts ball sia.. haha.. but on e dae.. ah ma go tui her leg coz she sprain it.. crystal n xp sick... jac cannot find her shorts.. then jiu sian diao le.. thk everyone has no mood to play... in e match.. ml let e no 15 hit till veri pain... ame let e no. 8 hit till pain too.. xp let dun no wad hit till lip now blue black.. got blood at tat time.. c liao so scare... but she has to continue playing...

after match we stay n wacth kai xuan da dui vs cg xiao dui... kx won... saw kx de no.9 wah!!! cong bai her sia... pro sia her.. n her style... then after tat jiu went to e same old coffee shop order food with same old ppl n order drinks with same old aunty too.. haha...

eat finish jiu go home le.. on mrt.. we kp chatting till non stop lk last time.. haha... veri funni... then sae bout next yr da dui.. ame[our star] cant play.. not old enuff=p haha.. then wei te sae got lao jac.. qi hui they all n we all N HAZEL!!! -peng- haiz.. no mood play le... n thk next yr do wad things oso will got her liao... next yr will got alot of bad things happen le.. haiz... sian diao.. but cannot avoid.. so let's face it.. learn how to face problem abit le.. better...

things dun go well except qf tat match.. tml vs T-net.. haiz.. another hard n rough team...

tml got 3 on 3 oso.. nid to wake up damn earli sia.. sian... dun wan leh.. but cannot.. thk waking up at 6 am ba... haiz.. lk gg to sch lk tat... aRh~ so sch.. it's gg to sch reopen le.. n i haven touch holidae assignment yet! sian...

todae stomach damn pain.. pain alot of times. n i went toilet alot of times too.. ending here.. shld slp earli ...

hope tml everything goes smoothly n well... hopefulli can win 3 on 3 n youth cup oso.. then can entre 2nd round le =]

i'm trying my best to.....

[Q]i`ng#10...

nth hurts more than tis

2005-06-09T01:52:00.000-07:00

juz dun wanna to wake up.......juz dun wan.........

2005-06-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

todae veri tired.. went to sch for a maths kinematic test n vertor test... sure fail.. if nv means the world have change.. after test suppose to stay back for maths remedial... but too many ppl nv cum so teacher cannot teach jiu let us go back earli after test...

went to eat with man lin onli.. when we walk out of e sch.. jiu saw 3 guys... thk is ah beng.. act act... bth~ then thought nth.. but when to kopitian then find that they seems lk following us.. we sit whr they jiu sit whr... then veri scare... thought they wanna beat us.. then they kp looking at us when eating... then after tat mi n man lin jiu count 1,2,3 go.. then walk using a back street.. then jiu faster run.. .. run to bus stop 99 jiu cum le.. so faster board it.. bo liao... dun noe they got follow not...

ah ma asked wanna go hougang watch bois kaixuan match not.. i too tired.. n thk will late for trainin... so jiu nv go lo.. then jiu mit jac they all go batok... damn earli reach batok.. we play play lo.. soon start trainin le.. as expected.. xiao ping n wan hui is late for trainin coz they went to hougang..

not a gd dae todae... haiz.. thk nth much le.. dun noe tml gg play bball not... if gg thur jiu nv go out.. pei mama le ba...

nth hurts more than tis...

[Q]i`ng#10 *//__leave mi alone__//**

y cant u stop it? i had enuff of u!!!!!

2005-06-06T14:23:00.000-07:00

haiz.. wad a bad dae... juz veri + damn fed up with [u]!!!! i dun thk i got go provoke u or wad.. y muz u do tat to mi? i realli wanna noe wad u exactly wan... yesterdae is our 2nd match.. vs aljunied blue... lost by 16 pts.. nvm.. try again zone 2.. dun b coz of small little things jiu gif up k.. if not this is not zone 2 liao...

morning we mit at yhcc de coffee shop go eat.. then at home i jiu eat few mouth of mi fen liao.. but go there heard ah ma sae wad later play match no strengh so jiu order fishball mee.. haha.... xp dun noe got.. then jiu wan exchange her egg with my fishball... actualli can de.. but she suddenly sae not fair.. egg so big.. fishball so small.. then sae half egg exchange with 2 fishball... wth~ i onli got 3 fishball eh.. haha.. then jiu dun agree liao.. egg have not oso nvm de.. is she lo.. lk fishball till.. haha... then mi jiu exchange with man lin.. haha.. 1 fishball with half egg =p.. jac cried tat time.. so shock.. she sms mi sae she next time dun wan pass sms liao.. let ppl sae.. then sae she veri fed up.. i thought nth at first.. but dun noe y she jiu cry liao.. after eating jiue go yhcc shoot shoot ball.. play play lo.. wait for everyone to cum we jiu walk to e court for match liao... afternoon de.. damn hot sia... but nv sunburn.. wahaha...after match jiu go eat again!!! i eat again!!! fat liao fat liao..after tat went back to c qf vs cx.. qf win.. we still got chance.. after tat headed to yhcc again.. play match..

IS AT THERE WEN I NOE SHE SAE MI AGAIN!!! she told lao jac.. haiz.. even lao jac oso wan to sae.. she c whu alone jiu will go tell them de la.. wtf~ bth~ sae i backstab her?!?! will i do tat? i swear i will nv!!! went around telling ppl.. make my reputation bad... wad she wan? so jian.. *ucker man...tis is e onli time i dun noe wad to do.. nv c such a jian gal b4.. throw gal's face.. PLS SHUT UR MOUTH..

sat she find mi tok bout tis matter oso.. i watching match.. nv realli listen to her.. then juz sae ok.. mm okie.. then i thought nth liao.. n dun wan to bring up this matter again.. but sundae she still spreading..*omg.. juz wad she wan?

i realli scare of her sia... todae nv go sch.. pon =p too tired le... mama still thought i got go =x.. haha.. teacher oso nv ask.. so thk nvm la.. i haven even glance through my holidae assignment.. alot sia.. die liao la.. nowadaes prepare for match till realli tired n no time..todae will be a dae for mi to rest ba.. receive a letter frm NUH .. as usual.. for check up.. 4th week of holidae.. earli in e morning... whu wan pei mi go? haha =p

whenever i c u.. i have a special feeling.. when i nv c u.. i will feel a sense of lost.. but when there's u.. there will be her... n tat's when i feel a ache in my heart... wad can i do? wad shld i do? i realli miss u.. but u wun noe tat [u] r [u]... i swear i wun let u noe [u] r [u] too..

haiz....cant tk it at first...

2005-06-05T01:23:00.000-07:00

todae first match... we leding at first... 10 to 2 onli i thk... then kp leding but dun noe y they catch up n then they led... but we manage to chase back too... but thk we too jing zhang then abit mis perform... coz of tat idiot referee too... can go bang e wall liao... juz too baised.... they obviously foul then nv blow... we tap e ball we foul... wth~ how she pass to be a referee.... go eat shit la... bth~ baised till so obvious... idiot man.. hope she go out of e court alot alot.. a gang of ppl go beat her up.. or fall down when she walking... walk whr fall till whr ar...dun sae i bad ar.. coz she is realli bad.. she deserve it.. if realli happen.. e hospital bill i swear i help her pay ar.. we did well todae.. it's juz coz of the luck is not with ua... n tat idiot bastard referee...we felt so devastated...i bth coz we juz lose by 1 pt.. juz 1 pt.. if u will mi.. u will den understand...

no one blame anione.. so zone 2..no one shld feel giulty or sad... IT'S TRUE!! coz we r a team...whu ever feel guilty means she dun feel lk belong to our team...1 for all.. all for 1.. 1 wrong all wrong...

todae lao jac cum n c us play.. then make for us each a small little cute things.... veri nice.. lk it alot.. thankz lao de...

when u cum online... u may not cum n c things bout mi first.. but i will c ur things first..

whenever i c u.. i juz cant do it.. i cant bluff myself... realli.. i noe it's impossible... but i juz cant help it... i feel tat i'm so tootpid... if can... i wun wan to be gd with ya... i'm trying to hold back myself... n it's so tongku... u tong ku.. i will feel more tong ku... u may not noe.. n i wun let u noe..... when i c ya.. i feel happi n sad too... sum times i even choose not to c u... i'm juz making myself look lk a fool... the problem is u dun even noe...

thankz [u]... if not [u] i wun noe tat i can believe no one including [u].. i wun trust anione animore... including [u] n b coz of [u].. u dun onli break my heart... u break my trust in [u] too...

tml 2nd match.. vs aljunied.. at tong whye... open court.. n is in e afternoon... sure sun burn n tired veri fast... zone 2.. jia you... we can do it...

todae after match... we all went to eat... then 1st time all abit fan de kai liao... those nv mix with us de oso got mixed with us liao... look more lk a team... we went aljunied there eat.. wth~ eat half wae ame notice got bird shit on my shirt... idiot eh.. tis shows tat i'm realli veri suay... mayb if got match.. i shld not appear... den eat till bout 1041pm... then jiu went home... on e wae to mrt station.. we tok bout alot of things.. n ga jiao sum of them... wad a tiring dae...

i will stand by u... i promise...

[Q]i`nG #10... missing u badly =[

rashes.... itchy... swollen ='[

2005-06-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

my finger is soooooo itchy... it's coz of e tape i thk... wraist oso itchy.. got rashes there... my finger is itchy till abit swollen liao..aRH~ bth~

todae go out with mama... (-______-!)... she can slp earli dun wan.. 9 jiu wake mi up liao.. then we jiu wen to out... stand n shop for hours.. realli hours nv sit eh.. yesterdaes leg breaking.. todae legs cfm break liao.. haha... tml still got trainin.... thk is self trainin.... but wei te thk cuming down oso leh.. blur*

tml morning got eng remedial.. haiz.. sian... 3 hours some more... thk sure fall asleep de.. her lesson realli damn boring man....

weather nowadaes sooooo hot... bth~ sweatin all e wae.. bath 3 times liao still hot... juz now tk bus home e 243 still no air con.. thk spoil le.. then got so many ppl oso.. all sweating n complaning... then got a uncle veri funni... sweating till drip sweat man.. lk i training lk tat drip.. pro sia him.. then i c liao first reaction jiu use my paper help him 'san fong'.. haha he suddenly look at mi.. i so scare.. then suddenly my mama hold my hand.. then i realise i dun noe him y i help him 'san feng'.. then he smile at mi.. then i jiu smile back.. haha.. reach place everyone faster run down ar.. when red light e uncle lucky got open e door... if not all suffocate liao..damn funni sia...

in mrt i fall asleep.. coz too tired.. then suddenly jerk n wake up... so damn ps.. haha.. then jiu act nth happen.. but my mama look at mi n laugh.. haha... make mi face red n ears hot....

todae went to orchard... bugis... n raffles place shop... bought a jeans n shirt... n suan pan zi to eat.. so nice... next time go muz buy liao...

okie thk shall end here.... tired~

[Q]i`nG#10---dao chi yi you---

adding on~

2005-06-02T00:30:00.000-07:00

adding on to e entry: erm.. after much consideration... mayb it's i'm juz too lan le... haiz... but youth cup cuming le.. how?! mayb no matter how i train... i am still so lan ba...

aRh~ no meal for mi todae

2005-06-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

aiyoyo~ todae nv eat ani meal ar... todae morning wake up go sch.. so tired... in bus fall asleep.. nearly over slept.. heng ar~ haha... then go for chem onli..during chem.. we do practical... first time do sub sci practical.. haha.. shou mang jiao luan.. haha... but quite fun lo... c e rest of e classmates suffering e pure sci de practical jiu feel veri lucky.. i choose to drop.. haha =p skip literature... coz... i hate it... no matter how i studi... sure fail lit de... so mi n ml jiu run away lo.. go home slp ar.. too tired liao... slp from 11 to 250... wake up still feel lk sleeping.. coz i am damn tired.. i overslept.. shld wake up at 230 call my mama help mi buy food... but overslept so my mama nv buy for mi... then wake up pack things jiu go for trainin liao.... todae's trainin learn quite alot.. but oso quite alot nv cum... so worried... match cuming.. there's no much time for us to train liao eh guys.. omg* nth to sae.. no comment... aRh~

todae's trainin lk quite alot of things happen lo... all thank to 'u' ya?! actualli u can juz shut ur bloody mouth n STOP ACTING.. WILL U?!!?! stop thking u r veri pro or li hai... or even OUR SENIOR.. juz *ck off then if u thk so... when ever i c u.. i will burst i thk...

e 'u' is so kpo... we r training.. juz stop disturbing us.. thank for helping us ya? but thk if u shut ur mouth it will be much much better.... if u thk i pass ball not gd... juz cum n tell mi.. u nid to go n tell wei te? u thk u veri li hai? por^ing wei te onli... wad wei te wanna teach us juz leave him alone ma... go tell him teach wad.. u wei te's? aiya dun wish to sae liao..

juz find myself not bad wor.. haha.. coz nv eat whole dae still can hang in till now... 1st dae whole dae nv eat ani meal.. pro sia.. haha =p... k la thk end of todae....whole boday damn pain.. coz continuously taining for daes... fri got taining again.... tml peri~ing mama go re new pass port.. n seperate.. yeah!!!

[Q]i`ng #10.. dao chi yi you

busy week =]

2005-05-31T01:09:00.000-07:00

wad a busy wk... mon e starting of e week [which is todae] jiu got chinese o lvl... match vs hknorth i thk... n went to watch madagascar too~ haha... soOoOOoOo cute~ bth~ haha.... laugh till nearli peng...

okie let's sae bout e chinese o lvl first... wah paper 1 is easy.. but i dun noe how to do =p... paper 2 is diff... e compre cannot understand.. n write all rubbish.. =s i dun wan re tk in e end of e yr leh.. but if realli b4 jiu gg to re tk again... hope this wun happen.. it's a suffering to studi man... lucky nv studi for veri long.. if not i cry ar.. studi de lk all nv cum out...

after o lvl jiu went to eat duck noodle.. i add noodle eh.. veri fat liao.. realli~ I SHLD HAVE CONTROL. haha... after tat jiu went home lo.. pack pack things.. bath... get ready jiu go out liao... contact many ppl.. all either reply damn slow or nv reply.. pek ceh... so decided to late.. herr* i wun plan anithing in future.. i plan no one wan contribute oso.. then wad for? on e way to eat already wanna explore le... so nv tok.. trying to control ... dun push mi hor.. der's a limit to everything k... bth~

as expected... those guys r late for movie.. erm... nvm... use trying to control... i realli dun noe wad if 1 dae i realli cant control n explore.. n i thk i will... aRh~ bth.. bth... bth~

watch 4pm de madagascar.. so funni... nv regret watching it man.. n e xp laugh till so nan ting =x.. haha... so gal eh she laugh.. haha... after watching went to eat... but mi n jac nv eat lo.. coz i thk i realli shld jian fei le.. haha... jiu went for match... guess wad? i saw my pri sch fre ... haha.. actualli wanna act nv c ma.. haha.. coz ps.. but he call mi.. bo bian i jiu ans him lo.. ask mi tootpid q.. ''eh.. u play bball ar? y huh?'' n ''eh wan hui oso ar... y huh?'' of coz is b coz we lk la.. haha... but we lost e match.. nvm we got improve.. there r many things we shld jia you on.. but time is too short... cannot be done man.. n trainin everytime sure will got ppl cannot cum.. sian diao~ youth cup cuming eh.. haiz...

after match jiu went je to eat so call '' nice fishball''.. erm.. not bad la.. but veri la lo.. eat till nearli blow fire ar.. haha... bth~ then we chat alot of things.. haha.. e xueling veri cute lo.. she tok till so fierce sia... n her pattern so strong... y cant she apply in match? haha.. she is so gal in court lo.. bth.. noe alot of things from her.. n noe some one de zhen mian mu.. i listen liao is realli scare lo... yue ting yue hai pa.. serious... mi jac xp liz n xueling sit at kopitiam then tok n tok for 1/2 hr lk tat.. look n sound so aunti.. haha.. long time nv chat till so sunti liao.. n i noe tat many ppl r looking at us.. no matter of age.. coz i thk we realli laugh n tok till veri loud.. =p haha... after tat jiu tk cab hm with jac... erm.. thk tat's bout e dae ba.. tired~ tml still got remedial.. after remedial got trainin.. b4 trainin we ownself organise a physical training... (-_______-!)... itchy backside rite.. haha... nv train jiu train ba.. for our own gd.. haha =p remedial.. remedial.. remedial~ so tiring eh... for 2 long weeks... for long hrs... n for BORING LESSON.. aRh~ i bth la... i dun wan go.. but cannot.. aRh~ help!!!

this wk is full of remdial... pei mama... n training.. n of coz.. youth cup... haiz... weather todae not bad oso.. let mi slp nicely in e exam hall.. haha..

........ ='[

2005-05-27T19:30:00.000-07:00

haiz... nowadaes lk alot of things happen.. sian diao... erm... still rmb tue gg to training tat time tking 178.. then e bus on e wae break down... got smoke cuming frm e back.. then everyone got down e bus... oil leaking too.. so scary.. then hai us have to walk to another bus stop tk another 178... is some thing lk in e high wae break down la.. so scary... alot of big big vehicles.. i scare~ heart nearly drop out.. i realli veri scare to cross e road man.. shit~

todae last dae of sch.. my sch so bo liao.. still muz 1 class by 1 class dismiss.. dismiss dao lai rain liao.. tat idiot lee la... bo liao eh.. aft that jiu go eat seoul graden.. actualli dun wanna go.. wanna tell wan hui tat time she sae imelda ps her liao.. then she lk nt happi liao.. jiu bo bian.. muz go liao lo.. i cannot go eat those kind of things de.. coz i dun eat meat.. then go der eat crap meat.. fishball onli... n some chicken.. of coz got honeydew... heez... n ice cream... eat till veri full ar.. haha.. fat liao fat liao.. die die.. how~ haha...aft eating jiu faster go hm slp a while first.. then actualli mitting ml go town find xp pei her.. but when i wake up jiu fever liao... 38.3 then my mama dun let mi go out.. but oso dun let mi go c doctor.. juz throw mi few jie jie de medicine.. (-__-!)... i so angry.. ou qi so nv eat=p.. thk is coz at seoul garden der ate too much ice cream n those heaty stuffs ba...so nv go town liao lo.. hope xp nv starve to death... so guitly... erm next wk if she nid ppl pei.. i jiu go pei her.. hope liz todae nv ps her oso...

b4 tat.. when i am in sch.. i jiu abit not feelin well le.. everytime is alwaes after tking nap.. throat pain~ flu oso.. my 'bi shui' is yellow de... represent too heaty le... i drink alot of water liao eh... aiyo~ feel so teerible.. scare to slp again but i nid to slp de ma... scare coz i scare e dry throat de feelin.. so pek che de eh... dun wish to tok at tat time.. temper oso veri bad...

aiyoyo~ wei te juz now sms sae tml yhcc cannot use to train.. sian diao~ y?!?!?! youth cup n mon got match eh.. still cannot train properly.. y all e things tends to foolow us huh? we realli tat suay ma? haiz... o lvl chinese is juz mon.. 3 daes left onli.. n i still haven revis finish.. todae mayb buring mid night oil ba... no choice.. if not realli cannot complete my revsion le... so stress eh...

todae get back e report bk.. erm.. hai hao la.. fail 1 sub onli.. which is combined hum.. i juz dun have e potential to do literature.. this yr is e first yr i got studi so hard for lit.. but e result is still e same... since i did badly for lit.. i decide to gif up com hum so i nv studi ss oso lo.. so ended up fail it... chinese n geo drop le.. muz buck up... both maths .. eng... n science improve le.. quite happi la.. but nv receive e napfa test de result slip leh.. wanna noe my ht n wt.. haha..

we nv go sch... lucky nv go.. coz they go sch oso rot de.. haha.. thur shld not go oso.. coz thur i go sch.. onli 3 ppl... some run awae half way.. some went to science centre... so ended up onli left mi .. man lin n my class de mei nu.. haha=x... mi n man lin jiu listen to her mp3.. haha n tk photos... taken alot of tootpid pic taken... haha.. so ps.. =p

aRh~ o lvl.. so but dun have e o lvl feelin eh.. haha... is tis gd or bad? no sense of emergency? haha... nvm.. lk tat then wun too stress up.. holidae still muz cum back sch... so sian... yeah~ next thur gg out with mama to re-new passport.. can seperate le.. n thk last wk of june holidae mi n my family thk gg to kl... looking forward (^ o ^)...

---hope smooth wae will cum ahead...---

[Q]i`nG #10... dao chi yi you... sick~

haiz...

2005-05-25T11:40:00.000-07:00

todae nv go sch...coz yest trainin.. too tired le.. intend to stay at home studi.. but as u noe.. i wun do tat.. onli will sae sae onli.. aRh~ haven eat eh.. hungry.. haha...nowadaes not gd.. many unhappi things happen...

yesterdae training wei te angry... coz he feel tat we not serious ba i thk.. but we r trying to figure out things tat he thought eh.. haiz... cannot blame him oso la.. mayb we r too slow le.. haiz.. somemore he facing alot of stress lk tat.. more worst is somemore some wun ji dong.. sometimes realli fed up during training.. haiz.. there r things tat we shld do n sae.. n there's a limit to everything.. but thk some dun understand lo.. nvm.. thk they nid time to learn oso...

youth cup redraw result cum out le.. we vs aljunied... quan feng... t-net.. n cao xun.. all veri strong.. except cao xun.. coz nv c b4.. haiz.. so unlucky.. but e most impt is.. NO MATTER WAD.. ZONE 2 MUZ KP ON FIGHTING.. CANNOT GIF UP... will all realli wun gif up? haiz.. realli dun noe wad to do... wad can i do alone?

chinese o lvl cuming nearer n nearer... i haven realli start my revision yet.. juz no mood to studi.. so many things happen.. more or less will effect e mood ma..haiz.. haiz.. haiz... everything is so unpredictable.. we r so frail... there r so many things tat we cant do... n control.. i realli feel tat if u dun sae out how u feel.. no one will understand... dun expect ppl to noe too.. it's impossible..

okie shall end here..

[Q]i`nG #10 ---dao chi yi you---

addin on to my previous post....

2005-05-22T21:12:00.000-07:00

heez... addin on to my previous post...

tml morning gg to play bball with last time de fre.. they r e ones we i am e first one to play bball with.. some realli veri long nv contact... nv c them liao... suddenly ask us out.. so jiu go play lo.. but of coz e grp include man lin... n guan han... actualli got ah ma de... but she not in singapore.. omg* she missed it.. haha... gg to e same place as we last time normalli go too...i believe everyone's skill muz have improved... tml nite oso gg to play bball.. but dun noe got whu gg.. all have cfm with mi..

a new neighbour moved in too.. juz next door... -peng- they got yang dog... then whenever ppl walk passed... it will bark till lk hell... shit la~ in e morning it bark how? i still wanna slp de eh... some more my sis mostly work nite shift de.. cfm will make her fed up de...

juz now receive sms from ah ma... she sae veri sian (-__-!)... then jiu ask bout... well.. i oso not sure.. so cant ans her.. heez=p ah ma ar... dun worry la... tml jiu cum back liao.. todae send sms to mi.. weird....blur* haha... gg off to watch ruhua liao... heez... i laugh till peng liao.. bth~ damn funny....

cant imagine.. i stay at home all dae... but is realli damn sian... wanna rest oso cannot... nid to entertain relatives... tml morning n nite playing bball... onli left afternoon few hours to rest.. shope my body can tahan...

feeling much better

[Q]i`nG #10 ----dao chi yi you----

sIaNzZz

2005-05-22T14:30:00.000-07:00

todae so sian.... nv go out.. relatives cuming to mi house later... actualli later gg out with fel to je.. coz she wanna buy camp de things... now then rmb sec 3 next week not in sch.. they go for camp.. so gd... got camp go.. no nid go sch.. after tat suppose to go yew tee there play bball de.. but not feelin well wanna rest so. next week normal lesson liao.. sian... chinese o level onli 8 daes awae.. i haven start my revision yet.. thk tml starting.. gang gang hao 7 daes=1 week ma.. haha=p gg to buy a chinese bk.. to start revision...

mmm~ todae realli not feelin veri well.. vomit 2 times liao... fan wei ar... no appe. lk tat oso gd la.. treat it as jian fei lo.. haha =x juz now went to buy ice cream... weather veri hot ma.. so go buy lo... but eat liao jiu vomit liao.. ate e pi pa gao... mm~ nice nice.. haha... but quite diff to swollow... fever oso... sometimes feelin better sometimes jiu feel veri sick... weird weird de...

tml hoildae.. yeah no nid go sch.. haha... ah ma cuming bac tml oso.. she ask us to go play bball.. but heard frm laosaiping.. she sae one of e rim at yhcc spoil liao.. then how to play sia... sian diao~ dun noe wanna go whr.. but thk balls is with us. we can go 108 play ba.. aniwhr oso can.. haha.. coz we got ball=p lucky sia..

my mama sae june holidae wanna go thailand c my uncle.. soon bian bai bai... holidae i still nid to go back sch eh.. nearly everydae from 8-1 plus... sian... whr got time to go aboard.. if i cannot go then whole family go wo jiu yi ge ren slp liao.. house so big.. i alone... eh.. nvm la.. train myself to be more independent lo... haha... I WAN MY OWN PASS PORT!!!!! so big liao.. still dun have my own passport.. sae liao oso ps ar.. haha..

now got e liang shan bo yu zhu ying tai de show again.. so ke lian... dun wanna watch de.. but pian pian let mi c.. jiu cannot control .. muz watch liao.. nth much todae.. end here le...

many ??? in my mind.. but i juz cant make it clear

[Q]i`ng #10---dao chi yi you---

so suay

2005-05-21T15:24:00.000-07:00

todae 8 plus jiu wake up go swimming liao.. went to je de swimmin complex with man lin+jac n ame... mi n ml go swim swim then jac n ame go e gym... actualli intend to go gym after swimmin but man lin nv bring shoe den she cannot enter e gym.. so i pei her oso nv go gym lo.. e swimming pool is pack of ppl man.. got small kids having trainin lesson too.. so swim awhile jiu move to another pool... which is massaging de.. goin down tat time i saw chilli... pinky n yong jie... omg* found tat singapore is realli small man.. so ps.. faster go down.. then sit there veri long.... intend to wait for them to go.. but they nv.. my body nearly lan liao.. coz stay in water so long.. then bth jiu go up liao lo... damn ps ar... after tat move to e wave de pool.. tat time got wave ma.. haha.. sooo cold... so shuang... =p play play play jiu go mit jac they all liao.. after tat mi n ml jiu go eat kfc lo.. throat pain liao.. flu oso.. thk fallin sick soon... after eating... jiu go jp.. intend to watch movie de.. but all nc 16.. c yr mi+ ml n jac can watch.. but ame cannot ma.. jiu nv watch lo.. haha... went to buy tape.. to tape my finger.. coz i alwaes sprain my finger while playing bball de..

yesterdae sprain le.. but lucky liz got help mi massage.. but massage liao more pain lo.. but thk will recover faster ba.. thk liz oso nt so hei xin wanna break my finger ba.. haha.. den todae my finger realli swollen liao.. move abit oso pain.. tis time realli sprain le.. is during e trainin yesterdae. yesterdae went trainin at art park b4 tat mit liz.. wan hui.. man lin n xiao ping outside breadtalk.. mi n xiao ping reach first.. then xp go buy honeydew.. got buy for mi.. thk is she qian de.. wah.. cannot believe it eh.. i nv sae anithing jiu buy for mi.. thank aniwae. bth~ e art park there got so many DEAD... FLAT... SMALL... LIZARDSSSSS........ disgusting man!!!!!! tat time realli xia dao le.. realli bth... cry out=x.. i dun wan to cry de okie.. but i realli scare of it 101%.. haha.. scare lizards till the max..coz i got some idiot experiences with it.. arh~ eEEeEEeeeEEee juz cant stand lizards... went home still dream of it.. i dream tat at e court.. i restin.. suddenly got e feelin the alot of lizardz r cuming. crawlin on e floor... jiu ask all my teammates hold on to mi.. then i can fly up.. haha...=p if i wan to fly i muz gif up few daes of my slp.. coz got many teammates n fly for a long time ma.. so i gif up 13 daes of my slp... haha.. sae liao oso ps.. tootpid dream.. (-__-!)...

todae mama nv work.. wanna go out with her at nite de.. but she nid to go attend lesson.. so bo bian.. not i dun wan pei her.. ah ma went to gentin todae liao.. mon then cum back.. haven go jiu sms use.. ask us mon go play bball liao.. tis show tat she miss us till lk tat... haha.. damn tired now... wanna go tk a nap liao... headache oso... thk realli fallin sick le.. haiz.. am i realli tat weak.. sian diao~ herm* i wun be weak animore =p although i weak.. it doesnt mean i have to be protected... haha.. i dun lk to be over protected too...

heard from laosai ping... she sae e gripping nid to redraw again... sian diao~ y alwaes last min... hope our grippin wun be worst lo.. ti gong bo bi.. =x.. haha... todae ni trainin.. coz wei te not free... so sian... lk weird weird de no trainin.. haha. nvm tk a break ba...but lk tat i more scare eh.. coz youth cup cuming liaoo.. everyone is having trainin.. but we dun have...hmmm.. so tired~

inehziaiuhihsiahow

--[Q]i`ng #10 ^dao chi yi you^--

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2005-05-20T15:35:00.000-07:00

mmmm.... todae go sch onli have chinese lesson n eng lesson.. mani ppl nv cum wor.. form teacher oso lk hack care.. zhao zhi dao jiu bu yao go sch liao...

later got trainin.. mitting laosaiping n liz n ml n ah ma at jp.. but dun noe wan hui n ml will late not.. but thk most likely will ba.. =p.. later e trainin at ml's house there... dun even noe can use e court train not.. wei te sae if there cannot jiu go my house there.. but i not sure my house here can not.. sian diao...

not feelin well lk.. juz vomit after tking nap... arh~ throat pain.. haiz... tml morning gg swimming with ml.. ah ma tml morning jiu go genting liao... so onli mi n ml lo.. mmm... morning go swimming.. afternoon n nite dun noe doing wan.. wanna watch movie leh but they all sae veri x... aiyo.. nth to sae... if tml ml suddenly sae cannot go swimming liao.. i dun mind gg alone lo... hmm.. recal back.. lk realli veri long nv swim liao... hope todae after training will feel much better... dun feel lk eating anithing... dun wish to tok so much now too...gg to bath now~ then jiu go mit they all liao...

haix...... i juz cant.... nvm. . i'm am now in stage 3... from wad da jie sae... i found myself in stage 3 of mi life... i dun wish to reach stage 4 so earli too.. =x... coz of ya...

wo xiang ni
[Q]i`nG ----dao chi yi you---- ********

sAdDie! ='(

2005-05-18T12:50:00.000-07:00

todae nv go sch again.. kinda sick n tired of sch life.. cannot relac.. chinese o level is juz 2 weeks away.. sian.. i haven start revision.. last time i aim chinese to get a2.. kinda impossible now.. b3 can liao.. but veri dangerour if i count it in my overall.. sure over 20 de.. haiz.. thk i realli have to jia you liao.. as u noe i alwaes sae sae onli..=x tml still nid go sch.. haiz.. sian.. go sch still got lesson de.. esp maths... CANNOT LET US REST AT TIS TIME BEGIN? (-__-!)...got o level chinese still nid to studi for maths tests.. maths homeworkS... PORTFOLIO!! nid alot of time to do de eh.. ALOT EH.. nvm i sure sae i couldnt finish.. first time lk tat tell him.. thk nth de ba.. =X

yesterdae go buy sports bra at queenswae.. with ah ma.. ml.. ame.. jac.. felicia..joyce n eunice.. so tired.. i aim e purple one veri long liao.. then ml aim another one.. but dun have wad ml wan de.. so she oso buy e same one as mi lo.. got discount.. but cannot ask for too much...kinda cheap liao..

youth cup realli getting nearer n nearer liao.. weeks awae onli.. kinda jing zhang.. actualli noe whu we vs.. but i juz suddenly dun remember ani.. =x nvm.. juz jia you.. dui wo men de team you xin xing..

xiang nian~ y luv someone but still nv kp a distance awae from the one whu luv u? is luv all bout wad i noe now? i feel tat e most suffering thing in luv is: when u luv someone but the someone luv another person.. n u still have to act as if nth happen b coz u noe all of them....or even the someone u luv wan u to help....

as long as u r happi.. i dun mind to luv u tis wae... everytime i hear ur voice.. there's a special feelin.. tis make mi not dare to forget u...i remeber there's a person whu will alwaes be in my heart..nvm if i can onli miss u tis wae.. no matter how far e jounery is.. i will make it cum through.. i wish to whisper into ur ears: wo ai ni... ai zhe ni.. no matter how tough e journey is.. juz as long as u r happi.. i will do anithing for u....wo ai ni~
[lao shu ai da mi]

iniaow ='(
q.i.n.g -dao chi yi you-

-=no comment=-

2005-05-16T20:25:00.000-07:00

erm... thk tml not gg to sch.. veri tired.. heez.. realli nid a rest.. somemore tml got zone 2 training.. thk is lao heng trainin us.. sian.. i wan wei toot leh.. nv let lao heng train b4.. n i dun wan.. to mi his trainin seems to be veri tough.. sian diao~ todae got back my results.. nv fail eng-heng- n so surprise.. coz normalli i wun pass de.. chinese drop liao.. nv hit my target.. get b3 onli.. most happi with phy n a maths.. over hit my target... thank god.. chem abit disappointed.. thought i can do better than tat de.. aiyoyoyoyoyo~ as expected.. i fail my lit.. haha. 23/50.. dun noe my ss can help not... but thk hopeless liao la.. my geo oso sai liao.. 55/100 onli!!! tui bu alot ar.. e maths not bad got improve.. but still nid to kp trying... thankz zw for helping mi... hahaz =p sianz.. todae got eng prelim oral.. arh~ too jing zhang liao.. haha.. then i realli tok nonsense... e teacher kp promting mi.. n she ask 1 qn i ans 1 qn.. nv elaborate.. sure die liao.. but thk again lk nvm leh.. coz prelim onli help those whu wanna enter jc.. i dun wan.. i wanna go poly.. so thk nvm ba... haha..my left hand so pain.. n suan... dun noe how to sae.. veri uneasy eh e feeling.. hope tml will be better.. if not still got e trainin...thk 13 more daes to chinese o level onli.. rest 1 wk jiu muz start full swing revision for e chinese o level liao... mm.. tough yr man.. omg.. bth~ june holidae cuming.. but STILL MUZ GO BACK FOR E REMEDIAL.. sian diao~ evrytime lk tat.. sec 3 lk tat sec 4 lk tat... nvm.. after o level jiu leng leng liao.. jia you to all those tking o level this yr...CANNOT EFFORT SLACK LIAO... youth cup oso cuming.. aiyo.. this month de 20th sumthing.. die.. now veri jing zhang liao.. scare lost too much.. let ppl sae...haiz.. -fan-

{{facin everything alone}}

----[S]h`aR*o^N dao ci yi you----

haiz...

2005-05-14T13:12:00.000-07:00

haiz... yesterday damn tired.... got 2 matches... morning bout 8 plus jiu wake up liao.. coz mama go work.. then ask mi go buy breakfast for jie jie n her bf (-_-!).. y mi? nvm then i jiu go down buy lo.. find it too earli for mi to eat breakfast.. scare vomit.. somemore later still gg mit wan hui they all go eat.. so jiu nv buy for myself.. buy back jiu help mama mop floor... watch xiao xin vcd awhile jiu go out liao.. wah.. i am the first to reach je wor.. then jiu wait for them.. after eating go walk walk around find towel.. jac sae i look lk aunty(-_-!).. since wen? haha.. then mi n wan hui find a towel veri cute.. jiu buy lo.. it's bout time liao so go je there mit the rest of zone 2 gals.. then all tk train 2gether to novena.. the sercurity there sux man.. dun noe y muz lk tat.. inside got wad? still muz check bag.. li mian de things let the person see wan liao.. dun lk lk tat.. then go there they sae got air con...(-_-!).. i dun feel anithing there... so humid.. lk clementi stadium lk tat.. i hate to play match at that kind of place.. make mi feel headache n have problem breathing.. b4 match already do all e preparation le.. so yesterdae not veri bad.. lucky i eat medicine.. if not i thk i 2nd match jiu will die liao.. lost to home u.. as expected... sian diao~ lost alot.. not happi eh.. arh~ we can do much better de.. but dun noe y.. after tat jiu go yhcc there.. for another match-damn tired liao- there jiu play.. oso lost.. as expected too.. arh~ nvm.. gif us somemore time.. thk we can do it better... haiz.. yesterdae realli not a gd dae.. not feelin veri happi...haiz.. listen to jac the diseman more worst.. but is i go borrow from her de.. ping oso xin qing bu hao.. haiz.. dun noe la.. not a gd dae jiu dui le... ah ma.. sorri eh.. too quiet yesterdae then effect ur mood oso.. ps.. if next time see mi quiet.. juz let mi be alone k.. -juz wanna be alone- veri long nv so tired liao.. bu ke neng le~

{{tryin to forget u.. as i noe we'r impossible but it's so diff}}

----mei ci jian dao ni.. wo de xin jiu hui tong----

sentosa trip

2005-05-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

todae 2nd paper is geo p1... arh! so angry... e time table write 945!! is 945 lo.. then 930 go up.. they start paper liao.. then e idiot miss ong still shout sae is 930! then jiu dun care her.. go to my seat n do.. on mon wanna paste e time table infront of her face man... but lucky i still got alot of time to slp.. haha.. den jiu slp..(-__-!).. darrick copy my slpping post.. haha.. bo bian.. my slpping post is damn shuang de.. haha... then after sch jiu rush go acc ml go tk photo.. then rush to jp de mc pass our photo for e youth cup.. then jiu rush home prepare to go sentosa... bought mac but on e way eat.. eat abit jiu full liao.. then jiu go sentosa with ah ma.. jac.. ame.. fel.. joyce n laosai ping.. go there play volley awhile.. haha.. hand damn pain.. then jiu play monkey.. haha.. then after jiu ''xia hai'' haha.. the xiao ping ting dao 'xia hai' jiu veri high.. haha.. in e end onli joyce n xiao ping n jac xia hai onli... haha.. jac n ping swim till veri far.. VERI DEEP.. SO SCARE EH.. xin nearly stop jumping.. they still swim 2 times..(-__-!)... then i xia hai till my leg there onli.. haha.. coz i scare.. awhile later jiu go clean up.. drag drag drag reach yhcc at bout 8 plus.. see ppl play match awhile jiu go coffee shop eat n watch 'jing zhong ren' last ep liao.. watch till blur* haha.. then jiu go back home liao lo.. damn tired todae... 3/4 dead liao.. haha.. tml still miting them at 11am.. eat breakfast then go novena there play match.. vs home u.. sian diao~ haven get use to my tat BIG SHOE.. haha.. after tat see whether got time go jie lun kor de house anot.. coz his bro born le.. 1 mth old liao.. heez.. wanna see see.. maybe buying baby shoe for him.. haha... mis jie lun kor... =) then after tat jiu str go for training again.. they sae got match vs acs ppl.. dun we r not inform.. so dun noe got not.. FINALLY EXAMS R OVER... todae got back my maths p1 n p2... over all did badly.. not up tp my expectation.. sian diao~ cannot lack.. 19 more daes to o level chinese... n mon is prelim oral.. die~ i scare... wad a busy week.. -wear out- by e way.. todae is fri e 13th.. black fri.. haha.. actualli not veri bad la..

{{wo hui yong yuan shou hu zai ni sheng bian.. zhuo ni de shou hu xing}}

----xiang nian----

sian diao~

2005-05-12T11:50:00.000-07:00

todae 10 jiu finish paper liao. add maths p2 onli.. wah~ damn diff ar.. quite alot of blanks n not enuff time.. sian diao~haiz... gettinjg sad~er n sad~er day by dae.. aniwae so happi tat tml last dae liao.. is sci p1 n geo p1.. till 11am.. after tat haven confirm whether gg sentosa not.. haiz.. if go there i wanna relac myself.. go sai tai yang.. wan a darker skin colour but oso dun so dark lo.. go there de beach let my emotions out too... no one noe it other than mi... n i am veri tired to carri everything alone.. but i dun wan others to help mi carri this tootpid burden too... haiz...todae confirm wun studi for the papers tml.. later wan hui sae she cuming my house.. then after tat 2+ jiu go library.. sae nice nice is studi lo.,. but wo hui ma? heez.. after tat wan hui they all wanna go yhcc.. dun realli feel like gg leh.. coz we bought new bball shoe then wh sae wanna let it season.. then sat match wear jiu will use to it.. so go lo.. but thk i 7+ 8 pm jiu go home liao... after all it's still exam period.. have to do the right thing at e right time ma.. match on sat... dun noe y lk no feelin leh.. normalli got match will either jing zhang or xin fen.. -weird- missing u... b . a . d . l . y~

{{...xiang ni de wo...}}

meaninful words to describe how i am feeling

2005-05-11T17:18:00.000-07:00

I CUM TO THIS WORLD ALONE...
N I WILL LEAVE THIS WORLD ALONE...
BUT FOR THE TIME BEING...
I HOPE TO HAVE U BY MY SIDE..
ALTHOUGH IT'S NOT POSSIBLE..
BUT I JUZ HOPE...
I TRUELY HOPE....
BUT I NOE IT IS 4EVER IMPOSSIBLE~

--100% heart broken--

[Q]`iN`G #10

arh~ y?!!

2005-05-11T17:03:00.000-07:00

haiz... thk my suay life will nv end de... mei yi ci dou shi zhe yang... todae 1245 then fang... so late.. then jiu go queensway with felicia.. quan hong... wan hui n man lin go buy ss2g... heez.. feel tat we had let the uncle pian qu le.. he sae is $78 then we see the price quite reasonable so agree lo.. then pay $$ tat time he sae $81!!!! then wan hui so shock... he sae got plus GST.... nv heard b4.. haha.. then nvm lo.. since agree liao.. n other shop oso dun have my size... we bought the same colour n same design.. sat got training n match vs home u... thk will get trash ba.. they lk veri qiang.. all the MVP inside home u.. sian diao~ wah yesterdae receive a news from my fre.. he sae the gai lan de boy whu gl with mi n wan hui at yhcc de wanna ask ppl cum beat us... thk i care? if wan jiu cum find mi n wan hui alone.. ask ppl help? juz b coz of 2 gals? so ham! if let mi see him again.. i sure diao till he die.. nt happi jiu cum lo.. small boi.. childish!!!still thk tat fighting will help?!! boi ar.. if u grow up n go outside world.. it's diff le u noe.. not u not happi jiu find ppl beat them up.. u r juz a tiny sand okie!! thk u veri big ar? sai la~ spoil my mood... i feel tat i shld not buy ss2g so fast.. shld buy sports bra n bag 1st.. coz i still got my and1 bball shoe.. pointer bball shoe.. n a nike shoe to wear... but thk lun liu wear lo.. haha~ todae is add maths paper 1 n geo paper 2.. add maths quite easy.. thk can do well in p1 but tml is p2.. dun intend to studi so thk will do badly for a maths p2.. sian diao~ my geo p2 sure fail de.. i dun noe wad i writing.. so diff.. -no comment- juz now on bus fel n us decide to go sentosa on fri..yeah~ fri last paper liao.. but to mi todae is already last paper le.. haha.. relac~ mm.. so =) coz tml till 10 onli.. a maths p2 onli.. haha.. my class mates still have pure p1.. haha.. lucky i choose sub sci.. -heez- haiz.. other than gg off earli after sch will make mi feel happy.. nth can let mi feel happy le.. haiz.. wo yi zhi zai ku ku de deng.. everydae carri the hope.. but everydae.. u nv fail to disappoint mi... shld i stop waiting? i'm realli sick n tired le... i everydae will feel happi b coz i thk of the happi time... i realli do... but i regret for dropping into this hole... -sob-

{{ni rang wo kai xin.. ye rang wo shang xin
wei he shi ni}}

---it's far beyond my control---

mmm...i'm too slack le~

2005-05-08T22:42:00.000-07:00

erm.. todae took phy paper 2.. n eng paper 2... completed all science de paper 2 liao.. lac abit le... got confident for my sci paper 2 but haven complete p1 so still dun noe yet... maths p2 tml... arh~ alot to study.. ss oso tml.. thk i onli will forcus on maths n not ss ba.. tml sure veri busy de.. coz wed got add maths p1 n geo.. haven start revising.. so tml sure got alot to studi.. haiz.. nvm ai zai~ haha.. yesterdae go out eat.. celebrate mama dae.. then go ah ma house first.. saw long time nv see de relative then feel veri happy.. dun noe y.. lk veri xing fu lk tat.. haha.. tootpid hor.. but i oso dun noe y.. heez.. then jiu go eat.. got ma papa.. mama.. jie jie n her bf.. i so ps.. coz 1st time eat with my jie de bf.. haha// i eat till nt veri full.. coz nearly all is pork ma.. . go home jiu eat durian.. veri nice ar.. haha..when i go out tat time saw a moth.. veri veri big.. outside my doorstep.. then jiue thk of that lao sai ping.. coz she damn scare moth.. come home tat time the moth disappear liao.. this is the 1st exam i so lac.. physics nv studi alot todae jiu tk the paper.. lucky still can cope... todae tk eng p2 veri boring ar.. dun understand the passage.. thk sure fail de.. then do abit i fall asleep liao oso dun noe.. haha.. then suddenly jerk n wake up.. so ps.. haha.. then jiu continue do.. after tat go buy honeydew drink.. eEEeee todae de not nice.. weird weird de wei dao.. so nv finish it lo.. cannot enter lao sai ping de blog again.. thought i download the thing liao.. but now cannot again.. blur* haha.. after tat jiu is phy paper.. wah.. dun noe how to do 1 q.. shit.. cannot get a1 liao i thk.. we dismissed earlier than pure sci de.. lucky i choose to drop pure.. if not i sure suffering there de.. so shuang~ after exam jiu go eat with ml.. imelda.. ah ma n da jie... haha.. ml order ban mian.. got the thing i n ah ma lk.. then we 2 fight over it.. so childish.. then after tat headed to bus stop.. 99 cum liao ah ma block my way.. gu yi dun wan let mi tk.. wan us to pei her.. idiot~ haha.. then wen we on bus.. got alot of newton sec guys.. put their bags there dun let ppl sit.. then i jiu gu yi stand infront wait n see. then they jiu move.. haha.. then saw my sch team de 'c' gal.. i oso dun noe she my team de.. is da jie sae then i noe.. then she got a fre.. wah~ DAMN ER XIN AR.. BTH~ wear till lk gg disco.. so orbi!!! still change ear ring [those long long de] wear till lk this go play bball (-_-!)... nth to sae.. haha.. haiz.. later still got tuition.. sian~ arh~ exam faster over leh...

{{arh~ too slack liao}}

---------yi bei zi.. zi neng you yi ge ni zhen xin ai de ren..na jiu shi ni----------

chem p2 n math p1 todae~

2005-05-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

haiz.. thk of my hair jiu veri fed up n sian.. i realli damn suay eh.. went to cut hair yesterdae.. TOLD THAT PERSON TO CUT DUN TOO SHORT.. BELOW SHOULDER LENGTH.. then she go cut till damn short.. arh~ veri angry lo.. cut till lk guy lk tat.. hey~ arh~ dun wan sae liao.. i swear i wun go there cut animore...tml going to watch the singapore cup.. jac help us tk free de tickets... a while grp going.. hope tml wun suay lo.. how can i end my suay luck? haiz.. then the match vs batok sec to postpone to next tue.. i am confirm not gg ba.. b coz the next dae got geo n add maths paper...alwaes postpone de.. sianz~ dun noe when then will have match.. but let mi choose i wil prefer training than match ba.. hee~ sat cuming le.. trainging time.. yeah!!! but dun noe this sat those idiot guys still will cum down yhcc play not.. if yes.. wah.. dun noe wad i will do le.. juz hope they dun cum lo.. idiots~ tml MT p1 n p2...sianz.. went to library with wan hui n man lin.. long time nv 3 of us go out onli.. then actualli wanna watch coach cater.. but je dun have.. jiu nv watch lo.. then jiu go buy many bread all this to eat.. haha.. after tat headed to je library.. but man lin go online.. n i n wan hui sit in a corner tk photo... haha.. tk alot of weird weird de.. haha... then jiu study awhile.. then jiu tk 178 home.. on bus tok alot.. bout last time.. alot of mixed feelins. then noe wad happen.. haha.. so funny.. realli long time nv tok till lk tat liao.. haha.. then i realise tat i had changed alot.. wh sae i change bad liao.. then man lin sae i now better.. haha... dun noe i feel tat i nv gd b4.. haha.. hair short le.. ai er~ veri angry ar.. nvm forgot it.. wanna buy bag since veri long.. but jiu shi cant find it.. maybe tml buying ba.. todae de chem p2 quite easy lo.. but haven complete p1.. so cant predict.. maths p1 not veri gd ba.. quite alot of q dun noe how to do.. still got p2.. sian~ die liao lo my maths.. haiz.. exam.. exam.. EXAM~tml de time packed till cannot breath ar.. coz nid to rush to ah ma house.. then rush to mit jac they all go watch the singapore cup.. but still hope tml faster cum.. coz thk tml will be fun...

[[stuggling =(}}
-------------------------sharon dao ci yi you-----------------------

arh~

2005-05-02T20:03:00.000-07:00

todae dun noe is a gd dae or a bad one.. mixed feeling.. dun like this kind of feelins.. so terrible.. emotional..todae morning jiu go out liao.. go je meet xiao ping, ame n wan hui.. go long john eat breakfast.. veri full.. then after tat jiu tk 66 go yhcc.. the xp wanna take 334 go but wan hui insist of taking 66.. haha.. then on the way the 2 tall tall de sai suan each other.. haha.. so funny.. xp let wan hui suan till nth to sae.. haha.. soon jiu reach yhcc liao.. SHIT ma.. so many ppl.. all guys.. then we gals onli..go there the wan hui dun wan go in.. sit at playground.. so we all go playground find her lo.. then wan hui jiu play with the kids there... after tat fel n ml join us... then we go in yhcc again.. play 1 match onli mi jiu go home liao.. coz need to buy food for mama to eat.. actualli wanna go stduy at nite.. but wan hui sae no ppl wan go.. n i'm too tired.. jiu nv go lo..todae tk 2 nap.. so shuang.. but still tired leh.. SIAN~tml sch liao.. then wed jiu exam liao.. have prepare eh.. kp saeing wanna studi till e end alwaes nv.. juz no mood.. e happy part of e dae is went out.. n i wad i dreamt in my dream.. IF CAN.. I DUN WANNA WAKE UP.. 4EVER STAY IN E DREAM...i..... haiz...nth will go according to wan i wan de.. but lazy to fight for it.. EXAM FASTER END AR.. PLS~ i'm feel so terrible...

{}aRh~ sob...sob...}

2005-05-01T04:07:00.000-07:00

WAH!!! so angry ar yesterdae... yesterdae suppose to have training... then a grp of idiot guys cum n play.. actualli got alot of ppl there de.. but they noe zone 2 got training.. veri fast grp by grp go off liao.. then those grp of bastards still there... play.. then wei te late.. so hazel nut wan us to do warm up our self first.. then she gd gd ask them to clear court.. *ucker!! they dun wan.. then shout ''they nv book court'' idiots eh.. outside the board got write zone 2 book lo.. dun noe how to read.. all tootpid.. thk go sch is waste their parents $$ onli.. actualli nth de ma.. act ah beng.. call robin come down.. i noe 1 guy call robin when i was young.. he help mi clean my shoes de.. he use to my smell.. like dog lk tat.. i go whr he will appear de.. no wonder yesterdae some one call robin appear... maybe he smell my smell jiu appear liao.. then kp so much.. own attitude sux to the core still sae wan hui attitude not gd.. WHU R U.. SORRI UNCLE.. I DUN NOE WHU R U.. I DUN EVEN WANNA CARE WHU R U 2.. onli noe how to spell 'D O G' those guys there so hem.. call robin.. act beng... tis kind of guys hopeless ar.. wonder they r guys not.. actualli is wonder r they gals.. haha.. nowadaes guys gif mi the impression tat all r BASTARDS.. IDIOTS..i sae liao.. if tat time i got knife sure ****** liao.. wad a bad dae... hurt my back.. but okie la... jocye hurt her leg.. UNLUCKY DAE!!!!! heard robin sae next week those bastards wun go down liao.. SO I C... onli wanna act big infront of those BASTARD.. nvm.. gif him a chance to act.. if not thk he no chance liao... AH PEK[DYING SOON]... herm~ fed up.. fed up.. FED UP~ actualli got go to watch women's open todae.. but cannot.. suan le ba...

{{extremely bad mood}}

*//__bu hui rang ni zhi dao__//*

nv go sch =p

terrible man

idiot~

haha.. happi...

shuai ge...=]

omg* ='[

basketball~

first dae of sch.... =s

i hate tis....

my ou xiang

haiz...nv feel tis wae b4

so suay n pain ='[

we won!!!!

nth hurts more than tis

y cant u stop it? i had enuff of u!!!!!

haiz....cant tk it at first...

rashes.... itchy... swollen ='[

adding on~

aRh~ no meal for mi todae

busy week =]

........ ='[

haiz...

addin on to my previous post....

sIaNzZz

so suay

.....

sAdDie! ='(

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haiz...

sentosa trip

sian diao~

meaninful words to describe how i am feeling

arh~ y?!!

mmm...i'm too slack le~

chem p2 n math p1 todae~

arh~

//bu hui rang ni zhi dao//